Right now do the other one

Have you ever:

1) Self harmed? Yes

2) Got into a real fight? Not fist fight

3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yes

4) Tried to commit suicide? Thoughts but no attempts

5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? A lot of the time

6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? Yeah, GoT season 2 was all in one day I believe, as was all of the Inbetweeners

7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? Not too good at that

8) Accused someone of using you? Not seriously but yes

9) Shoplifted? Yeah, only gum though

10) Gotten drunk/high? Both

11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? Wooo yeah, ymas

12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? Indeed

(Right now) Are you:

13) Suicidal? Again, thoughts but not going to act on them

14) Bored? Yes

15) Avoiding someone? Kinda

16) Avoiding some task? No

17) Depressed? Yes

18) Crying? Not rn

19) Annoyed with a friend? No

20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Most of the time

Do you:

21) Get depressed easily? Yes, very

22) Get jealous/envious easily? Not really, depends what it’s concerning

23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? Sometimes, other times it makes me think about stuff more

24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? I tend not to worry which is probably why they mess up

25) Try hard in all your classes at school? I did before this year really

26) Go out drinking? Sometimes, not in a while

27) Smoke cigarettes? Yeah

28) Smoke weed? Not in a while

29) Do any hard drugs? No

30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? Weed is good for calming you down, making you feel less depressed, it stops insomnia and is generally harmless and not addictive. Hard drugs are harmful and addictive, and don’t have the mental health benefits.

31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? God ish

32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Alllll the time

33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? Was kinda my way of making it real as I felt numb at the time. Kinda evidence to myself that I still had emotions

34) Believe people deserve second chances? Depends what they’ve done and if they feel remorse

35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) It makes you as bad as them

36) Think things will get better? They seem to slowly be getting worse right now

37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? My whole life

38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) I try not to but yeah sometimes

Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:

39) Long hair OR short hair? Short

40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? Smile

41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest?

42) Shy OR open? Open

43) Eyes OR body? Eyes

44) Religious OR non-religious? I have no preference

45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? Non-restricting

46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? Non-straight

47) Piercings OR no piercings? No piercings

48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? Tattoos as long as they’re not shit

49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? Stay at home

50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? Friends

Would you:

51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? All the time

52) Smoke weed? To relax, yeah

53) Smoke cigarettes? As above

54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? Probably think about it and then never do it

55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? Probably

56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? Yeah

57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? Probably

58) Join a band as a part time activity? Yeah maybe

59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? Definitely, a lot of those problems start from underlying mental health issues so you can’t help but empathize. Plus addiction is a tricky thing

60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? Not religious beliefs but things like gay rights or life morals then yeah

61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? Christ no

62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? Yes ofc

63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? Nah, there are bad enough photos of me out there anyway for me to care

64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? Yeah, probably tell them to shut up every now and then

65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people? I am 

66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? No, I’d be more wary of them though as my friends generally have good judgement

67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? Gets more difficult every time

68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? Nah I like food too much

69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? Nah 

70) Sleep naked? Yeah

You can only choose one:

71) Black or Orange? Black

72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? Idk

73) Cellphone or Computer? Computer

74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? Coke

75) Tumblr OR Friends? Friends

76) Apple OR PC? PC

77) TV Shows OR Movies? Movies

78) Old bands OR new Bands? Old

79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? Errrrmmm I like them both :’(

80) Reading OR Listening to music? Music

81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. Pepsi because it is tastier

82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? Right now I’d be more than happy to change myself

83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? Clean vocal bridge brah

84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn?Define your reason for your choice. Idk

85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define yourreason for your choice. Idk

86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? Comedy, more interesting that way

87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? Outer space, come on

88) Shoes OR Shirts? Shoes

89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? Idk

90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. Stay in school as it is the easiest option for me

Almost over:

91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. 100%

92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? Incredibly

93) Do you want to travel when you are older? One of the only things I want to do

94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? No

95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? I did, how unusual

96) Rather be the opposite gender? Think it would be cool for a day

97) What will you name your son/daughter? No clue

98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? Only friendly harassing if that can be a thing

99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. 1D as they are all about the fame/money

100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? Pretty much most of what I do. Pushing people away, being a bitch most of the time, putting my problems on people, making people feel guilty, being emotionally very detached, not wanting to talk to people, lying a lot, blaming others for my shit, not being able to let go of the past and forgive and forget, being a crap daughter/sibling/friend for most of my life, generally annnoying and scrounging off people etc. And for enjoying Jerry Springer.

Answer that shit naow
  • 1. Think of the last person who said i love you, do you think they meant it? It was my mum I think so I hope so
  • 2. Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now? Yeah
  • 3. When was the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Today
  • 4. would you ever smile at a stranger? Ofc
  • 5. Is there someone mad because you are dating/ talking to the person you are? No
  • 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yeah
  • 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? A navy dress and tights
  • 8. How often do you listen to music? Very often
  • 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans
  • 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? Ermm awks, I think it may do before 2015 though
  • 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Depends what mood I’m in, generally anitsocial
  • 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Yeah
  • 13. What about ‘R’? Yeah
  • 14. Can you drive a stick shift? No
  • 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? As long as it’s to my face go wild
  • 16. Are you going out of town soon? In a month and a half
  • 17. When was the last time you cried? Yesterday
  • 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? No
  • 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? Nah
  • 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? No, maybe my brother as I love him to bits
  • 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. Too much thinking
  • 22. Is it cute when girls kiss you on your forehead? Omg that’s so fetch
  • 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? No
  • 24. What are you sitting on right now? A chair
  • 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? No
  • 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yeah
  • 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Olly
  • 28. Do you get a lot of colds? Used to, not so much now touch wood
  • 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Dress is from primark I think
  • 30. Does anyone hate you? Ohhh yes
  • 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Not really hidden
  • 32. Do you like watching scary movies? Love it
  • 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? No
  • 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? This past year, or 2007
  • 35. Did you have a dream last night? Not that I can remember
  • 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Don’t think I ever have outside of family for realsies
  • 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? I hope not
  • 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? No
  • 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? No
  • 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Fuck no
  • 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Nein
  • 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? Doubtful
  • 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yeah
  • 44. What’s the best part about school? Meeting friends 
  • 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Indeed
  • 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? Used to at secondary
  • 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Constantly
  • 48. Were you single over the last summer? Kinda
  • 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? A lot has changed since then
  • 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Nuthin
  • 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? Nope
  • 52. Are you nice to everyone? God no
  • 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yep
  • 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? I would never cheat, might split before 6 months though
  • 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Unfortunately no
  • 56. Do you think you like someone? Comme ci comme ca
  • 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Yep
  • 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Guys
  • 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Yeah but not properly
  • 60. Do you hate anyone? Not really
  • 61. How’s your heart? Deep brah
  • 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? A lot of things
  • 63. Have you ever cried over a boy? Nah
  • 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? People I wouldn’t have expected to before probably
  • 65. Are your toenails painted pink? Nah, silver
  • 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? Most are so we’ll go with yes
  • 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? Not really for me
  • 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? No
  • 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? Olly, Elliott and Callum
  • 70. How do you look right now? Tired
  • 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? I’d say so, few close friends only 
  • 72. Can you commit to one person? Not as of yet
  • 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yeah, Olly
  • 74. Have you ever felt replaced? Yep
  • 75. Did you wake up cranky? More depressed than cranky
  • 76. Are you a jealous person? Sometimes
  • 77. Are relationships ever worth it? Not unless they’re the one or you both just wannt to have fun
  • 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? Rick Astley spits on this question
  • 79. Currently wanting to see anyone? Not really
  • 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Walk doggie
  • 81. Last person you cried in front of? My mum
  • 82. Is there someone you will never forget? A few people
  • 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Great counting dickhead and I dunno
  • 85. Are you over your past? No
  • 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Nah not seriously
  • 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Deja vu
  • 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept it? big word
  • 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Probably very grumpy
  • 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? ha yeah
  • 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? Dunt think so
  • 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? Yeah
  • 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? No
  • 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? Nah
  • 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Nah
  • 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? Kinda a girl, she’s pretty
  • 97. Who do you have texts from? Friends and family but mostly Dominos
  • 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Coolio
  • 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yep
  • 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? Olly, Alex and Maegan


Purple: 10 facts about my room.

Blue: 9 facts about my family.

Green: 8 facts about my body

Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood

Orange: 6 facts about my home town.

Red: 5 facts about my bestfriend(s).

Pink: 4 facts about my parents.

White: 3 facts about my personality.

Grey: 2 facts about my favourite things

Black: 1 fact about the person I like.

(Let’s see how many asks I don’t get.)

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You know the drill
  • 01:tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? I actually have no clue
  • 02:what on your body is hurting or bothering you? My head and my ankle
  • 03:what was your last thought before going to bed last night? Something like ‘stupid fucking laptop’ 
  • 04:what are you listening to? Only Exception by Paramore
  • 05:what’s something you’re not looking forward to? Leaving
  • 06:where do you think your best friend is right now? At home I assume
  • 07:have you kissed anybody in the last five days? Nope
  • 08:favorite song ? Mardy Bum by Arctic Monkeys
  • 09:kiss on the first date? Nah
  • 10:is there one person you want to be with right now? I’m in a quiet mood so nah
  • 11:are you seriously happy with where you are in life? No
  • 12:is there something you would like to say to someone? Yes
  • 13:what are three things you did today? Tried to fix my laptop for 2 hours, watched a film and had a very long shower
  • 14:would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? Have them over
  • 15:what is your favorite kind of gum? Extra 
  • 16:are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? Yeah most of them
  • 17:what is on your wrists right now? Skin
  • 18:ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? Yup
  • 19:does anyone have strong feelings for you? Not that I know of
  • 20:are you slowly drifting away from someone? Yep
  • 21:have you ever wasted your time on someone? Yep
  • 22:can you do the alphabet in sign language? No
  • 23:how have you felt today? Horrendous
  • 24:you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? Probably booze right now
  • 25:what is wrong with you right now? My stupid fucking mind mostly
  • 26:is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? Nah
  • 27:would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? Starbucks
  • 28:why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? I got bored I guess
  • 29:how late did you stay up last night and why? Not too late, got very annoyed so I decided to just try and sleep on it
  • 30:when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Today
  • 31:what were you doing an hour ago? Eating
  • 32:what are you looking forward to in the next month? ermm
  • 33:are you wearing jeans right now? Yes
  • 34:are you a patient person? God no
  • 35:do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? Probably not, any emotional attachment scares me too much, or I pick the wrong person and get bored
  • 36:favorite color? Indigo
  • 37:did you have a dream last night? Don’t think so
  • 38:are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? Jeans
  • 39:if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? My doggie
  • 40:do you love anyone who is not related to you? Big word
  • 41:if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? Yeah, I hate not knowing stuff
  • 42:do you like meeting new people? Sometimes
  • 43:are you afraid of falling in love? Terrified
  • 44:ever self-harmed or starved yourself? Yes
  • 45:has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? Yup
  • 46:have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough? Yup